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Hmm... I probably should have mentioned this before but this LJ is no longer in use. I have moved to a new one :) Click Here to go to the new one. *waves*
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[16 Sep 2003|03:46pm] |
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You know what I hate? Being used. When someone asks me to do them a favour, I most likely say yes unless it is unreasonable. My story: Asked to make something. Made it. They use it for 2 minutes. Then they decide oh wait... never mind... I don't feel like using yours anymore. Thanks anyways. After all that effort.. and time put into it... they decide to suddenly change their mind, after they had ALREADY been satisifed with it. Ugh... I hate feeling used. *sighs*
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| Some Things... |
[05 Sep 2003|09:32pm] |
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Some things never change. I am certainly not one to encourage change... I know that I have issues with change, and I deal with them as they come. Yet... There are some things I wish would change... But they don't. They stay the same, and it makes you realize that there really is no hope. No hope for change; not even a inch of room for growth.
And that is in itself depressing.
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| *plotting evil* Mwaha |
[09 Aug 2003|07:12pm] |
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Hey Hey! *bounces* Eeee!! Too much pop for me again xD I must really stop getting hyper so much haha xD I have this master plan... I plan to... Spend the whole week... Making... TUTORIALS. LOL. Yup... I am insane. But I'm really tired of people saying to me... When will you put up your tutorials when I only have like.... Two made? xD So now... I will have them hahahahahahahaaaaaaa! LOL. I've made a list of the ones I wanna make off the top of my head. Including some livejournal type ones :) The list has about 30 items on it so far. And that's not including basic HTML things, and CSS, JavaScripts, etc. Which will of course be there since they're simple things. I also want to do a tutorial on proper HTML formatting. I always see all these websites with horrible HTML and I just go xD Ah yes... Must continue with my plotting now... Mwaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaa
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| Wheee |
[07 Aug 2003|09:58pm] |
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Being on a sugar high is funnnn! Especially when you have a nice metabolism :D I don't drink alcohol but in my 7th year I discovered my weakness... A drink that has the same effect of too much alcohol on me. It's name... Powerade. I am not allowed near it anymore because of the fact I act drunk when I drink it. Isn't that funny?
Good news. My beloved Tiger was found. We received a call from Quebec and are Fedexing him here. I do hope Mr. Tiger is all in one piece. I do hope you will all pray for my beloved Mr. Tiger's safe return. :)
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| Lalala :D |
[05 Aug 2003|04:01pm] |
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I am extremely bored and unmotivated right now. So much I'm not even going to write a proper entry. It will be random. S.W.A.T <-- wanna see. Right THURR. lalala. Beep Meep. *purrs*
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| Hehe Haha Lala |
[03 Aug 2003|11:51am] |
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*phew* Okaiiday, I'm feeling a lot better now. My livejournal is where to get to see moody!Jenni lol. And now I am having a craving for cheese and crackers lol. Oh good times *nods* Ugh, a horde of my brother's friends just came in. I dislike them a LOT *glares* They all horribly need some disipline but never receive it. *sighs* But what can you do? I get to go to Niagara Falls on Monday (aka tomorrow *gasp*) Haven't been in quite some time. Should be interesting *nods* Well I have work to do with S-S.net so I better do it before I get lazy lol.
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| Bah Bah Bah |
[01 Aug 2003|03:48pm] |
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Life is just sucky. I always mess things up... I no longer believe it's all accidents... Maybe I just like to ruin nice things? Who knows, I certainly don't. I'm going to go plot my behind on a couch for a few hours and wallow in self-imposed misery.
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| Fred it Back! |
[31 Jul 2003|02:15pm] |
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Hey! Guess who's back? That's right it's Fred! ^.^ Yay! Lol. Anyways... Yes, I am back from my vacation in Quebec. It was very fun and relaxing. I spent most of the time in the pool or on the beach. It was amazing having everything French, and then English, even all the attendants there, who had to speak English as well, they always spoke first in French and then in English once we replied in English. Truly amazing; I love the French language. There were very hott males everywhere too. And my parents wonder why I seemed distracted ^.~ I had 4 guys give me their phone numbers. Three French guys, who spoke a little English and an American. I suppose I will give them a call at some point.
There were a couple of down points to the vacation. I lost my beloved Tiger, the stuff toy tiger I have had for 5 years. I bought him in Florida, and he's been everywhere with me, England, Scotland, other countries in Europe, Canada, and the US. Even on my cruise in the Carribean, and to the Bahmas. RIP Mr. Tiger. And another sad event occured while we were away, the chipmunk that lives under our deck died. He wasn't an ordinary chipmunk, he used to come and sit on our laps while we fed him nuts, and he'd sit there and let us pet him. Chipy was the cutest thing you've ever seen. And there was nothing natural about his death. Nothing was wrong with him, my Grandmother awoke to find him on our doorstep, a place he has never been before, and would not go anyways. Either way, it just broke my Mother's heart to find out, she loved Chipy like he was our own pet. RIP Chipy. *sighs* I hate saddness... It's just... sad. *sighs*
I'm utterly tired. I spent 7 hours in the SUV to get home, and then I stayed up till 3:30am, and had to get up at 11:00am. Entirely not enough sleep in my opinion. My parents leave tomorrow to go to Windsor to visit my Uncle and play golf. My Nana is also going along, which will be good for her. She doesn't get out much as she can't walk distances nor see very well. She's had leukema(sp?) for a long time. She will also get to visit the casino which I know she loves hehe.
As you might (or might not) notice I put up a new layout here. I always make my LJ layouts like my current S-S.net layout. I suppose I'm lazy, but I didn't exactly copy it from my other layout, I made an entirely new one, even different colours, I'm just too lazy to make up a new style for this thing, since I have been horrible in updating it lol. Oh well. Well I better go blog at S-S.net and return comments. I had 135 comments last I checked, it was like... Wow... I spilt water on myself when I saw it LOL. That's more then I have ever gotten before, and even Scott has gotten *pats him on the back*
*salutes and jumps ship*
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| Going Away |
[26 Jul 2003|12:53am] |
*sighs* I'm such a horrid friend. I've been utterly selfish for quite some time. I haven't even noticed my friend's problems lately, and there's been more then one. Light... I don't know how I let it happen but I did. I guess I slacked off... I've been so lazy lately... Maybe this was the motivation I needed?
To Do List Upon Return
++ Spend more time on important things
++ Be less lazy with matters
++ Stop procrastinating
++ Work on being a better friend
++ Stop neglecting journal and make new layout for it!
I have a list of people I am suppose to call while I am away. I hope I can actually call them *crosses her fingers* I'm only going for a week... But it feels like forever. My friend Ryan thinks being away from me for more then a day is horrid *laughs* I am so depend on others... I don't know what I would do without them, yet I can let them go without me... What does that say about me as a person? *sighs* I truly need to make up for my mistakes when I return. Maybe while I'm gone I can appreciate things more.
Well I must go to sleep now... Else I will simply pass out tomorrow and be at the mercy of my family, and especially my rotten little brother who is evil to the core; he makes the Dark One look like barbie. *sighs*
Fare thee well. *waves*
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| The world is UNFAIR! |
[07 Jun 2003|10:19pm] |
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I just received an email that shocked me... I'm seriously trying to type this while I'm crying. The owner of Hostradius, Shi, has cancer. This has to be one of the most shocking and... It's just... so... sad... Why? Why her? Shi has to be one of the nicest, most sweetest people I have ever met in my entire life. She is just so unselfish and giving. Why do this to her of all people?! I can't see why life has to be so unfair to the kind people. Light, I'm just so upset. Why her!?! I pray that everything will work out right in the end. It better, or I will have offically no faith left in life. I hope you will all pray for her as well.
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[16 Apr 2003|05:49pm] |
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No one understands me. No one understands a single darn thing about me. Not even those I consider good friends. Some of them understand me better then others... But some just miss the mark by so large a distance that I want to walk away in shame. Some of them just cannot understand why I do something, why I HAVE to do something. They just... Miss my point completely, and the logic behind it. They ignore the truth and twist everything to make it seem to be a completely different problem I have. Why do I bother? Why do I care? Why do I feel this empty hole inside when people just don't understand me? Why? I hate that question. Why? Why anything? Why does 1+1=2? I simply hate everything at the moment. Especially that hole... that gap... that emptiness inside.
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| Hate People... |
[10 Mar 2003|04:59pm] |
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Sometimes I just really hate people. What is it about us that makes us act the way we do? Think the way we think? What gives us our ideas, opinions, and preferences? It can't be all from our parents, or we would be exactly alike. And we can't also be blank slates because then they would not be anything alike. But some people just get on my fooking nerves. I really wish we could get a punching bag. Need something to take my frustration off on. I'm not suppose to slam my door anymore. And although breaking things helps, it also costs money, and then you just end up mad again. Have you ever tried to do the RIGHT thing? Tried to act unselfish once in awhile? have you ever been nice to someone, gave a piece of something you own to them? And then have them just throw it back in your face with no thought towards how their actions affect you? They don't even bother to think how you will react to something. Then they do something, or say something, that supposively justifies their cause, when in reality, its just there to spite you. Spite you until you just want to stop feeling, stop caring, and just never see hide nor hair of them ever again? But you know that's impossible. It would mean giving up so much. So much hard work, so much effect, so much TIME. Those things that you can NEVER regain; will never see again. *laughs bitterly* Wouldn't it be nice if we could just let go, up and leave something. Go into another world where time passes there, but not here, just so you can think, or get away from a situation for a moment, and then come back to it when you you are ready. Ready to face it. But life's not that simple. Life's never simple. Or fair. No... Life isn't fair, but then again... It's not quite unfair. What makes life seem unfair is really us: people. We make life seem unfair. We are the ones to cause life's so called "unfairness". We cause it by our actions. Our actions and our words. *sighs* I hate people.
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[06 Mar 2003|05:27pm] |
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*sighs* *points to her Current Mood* *Current Mood explains everything* It bloody well stinks. Well I think I'm going to go and lose myself in a book now. The only place left on this Earth where I could never feel that emotion. Bye.
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| Light.... |
[04 Mar 2003|05:32pm] |
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I'm just so tired. Ugh. I can't live on 6 hours of sleep! *sighs* Life seems to be going downriver. I think my paddle got lost a month ago. The beaver took it I swear. Jumping boat is starting to appeal to me. *shrug*
It was my Mother's birthday yesterday. Would you actually believe I don't know how old she is? Lol! She likes to forget her age and I actually have xD It's somewhere in the 40's though. I'm not THAT dense *cough* Lol. Anyways, that was fun. Flowers rock :D And so does chocolate cake... Yummy... *grins*
I seem to be losing a lot of friends lately... I always seem to be fighting with someone for something. It's not usually over something pointless, though. It's usually about something serious and important to me. Something I believe in, etc. *sighs* Moving on... We might have a snowday tomorrow. We're suppose to get a LOT of snow. I'm hoping we will because I'm not going to do my homework :D Lol.
I finaaaally found the charger for my digi cam. I had to ask the PURPLE pixies where the BLUE pixies put it though. Stupid PURPLE pixies like to steal things, and the PURPLE ones like to rat out other pixies. And you all know what the PINK pixies do. So I plan on taking some pictures of my beloved, Donkey :D Beldonkey... Ugh... David Eddings is haunting me again! *whines* I read another book today though, finished it today too. Catherine and the Pirate. Hehe.
Anyways... Now I must be off. *sighs* I really need to at least start my art... the dead-date is tomorrow, so I get 0 if I don't do it, and I really need that 90 in art this semester. My Math mark is only at 75, so I need it LOL. But then again, that might have something to do with those two zeros of stuff I didn't do... I hate my teacher. She soo cannot teach *sighs* Okay, now I REALLY must be going. *waves* Ta!
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| Ah... It's the Life. |
[02 Mar 2003|02:03pm] |
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I'm extremely happy at this point in time. I won't go into the details, but if you wish to know, read the lastest entry over at Serene-Silence[dot]NET. I have Offically dubed my wish, Donkey ^_^ And in honour of Heather I will be calling my next fish, Spikey. Donkey is something akin to a goldfish I believe, but it's cool all the same ^_~
I've spent the last 4 hours sitting in my room reading. My Mother was working all day, thus was I not able to even approach the office where this computer is located. I did however manage to read the last few chapters of the 3rd book in the Belgariad seies, and almost finish the 4th book to boot. All Hail Belgarion, King of Riva and Overlord of the West. Lol. Well I better go now! *waves* Ta!
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| OMG! |
[01 Mar 2003|05:45pm] |
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OMG! I got a Fish! I HAVE A FISH!!!!! Ah! I know it sounds... trivial, but I've always wanted one and now I have one! :D Eee! Now I must select an appropriate name for my fish. I am considering: Donkey. Any suggestions? :D
I'm definitally sick. Might have strep. We sat in the doctor's office for 45 minutes, before we decided to leave, since there were 7 people infront of us, therefore it would have taken another hour and a half just to see the doctor. Stupid clinic. So I'm surviving off tissues and Advil (my saviour) for now. *waves* Ta!
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| I'm sick :( |
[28 Feb 2003|06:10pm] |
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Oh dear Light no! It's not fair! *whines* Alas... It's true. By no fault of my own, I am now sick. My throat is so sore. *sighs* I might have strep (sp?). I pray to the Light that I don't. I can't afford to miss any school. Two of my classes I can pretty much only do the work in them, and they're at opposite ends of the day, so I can't even afford to miss even half of the day for Light's sake! *sighs more* And my motivations hit rock bottom. I don't even want to be on the computer at the moment, that's how low the motivations gotten. *mutters* Flaming cold...
Oh! Before I forget, I got a camera today! Well I don't really get to keep it, the camera is actually property of my school, but I get to keep it for awhile and take some pictures, and develope them in school, in our dark rom :D I'm excited lol. I've always loved photography! It'll be fun. Now I must be off! *waves* Ta!
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| Just so tired... |
[27 Feb 2003|04:29pm] |
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I have been completely "down in the dumps" lately. I'm just... Sick of everything. The school work, the lack of sleep; Everything! I really need March break... Now. *sighs* You know when people IM you on AIM, MSN, etc. And you they say, "What's up?" and then you reply? Well my automatic response to that is always, "Nothing." But the truth is, half the time there IS something, and I usually tell some of my good friends about it, but I just can't bother to retype it all the time. Lack of motivation. I need a very long holiday. *waves*
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[26 Feb 2003|05:56pm] |
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[Edit @ 9:06pm EST] Mwa! I got to go to Karate fun ^_^ We just practiced some movements, and our katas. I'm told I have a good high kick lol. Oh! And I also got a new book! :D Triss, the newest Redwall Book. I shall read it tonight before I got to bed ^_^ And now I'm off again. Ta! [/Edit]
And now I think I have everything settled now... Hopefully Lol. I like how this looks, kinda... Well... Not really but hey lol. I was so unoriginal I pretty much just copied my site layout over at Serene-Silence[dot]NET Oh yeah ^_^ Lol. I don't think many people know about my LJ... Oh well ^_^;; I'll have to link it on my site. I don't think I'll be making it friends only, unless some people for some strange reason find this address, which I highly doubt ^_^
Well life's pretty boring at the moment. I woke up and almost didn't go to school. The whole story: I woke up at 10 minutes to 6:00am, and the like always, I push the snooze button, for 9 extra minutes. Then I go back into bed, since my alarm clock is on the floor. Well for some reason I'm not sure of right now, it didn't go off again. Meaning... I slept... Till 5 minutes to 7am. I have to leave the house at 7:20am or else I don't have a ride, since that's the time my Father catches the Go Train at. Luckily I was able to wake him up, and get everything ready in time. Though I had to buy my lunch since I didn't have time to pack one. All I had was $20.00, and in a school caf. Well there's not much bills in supply, so I had to settle for a bunch of change lol.
I'm suppose to go to Karate tonight, at 7:00pm. I'd ask my Father if he was going to be home in time to take me but it turns out he left his cell at home, in the rush to leave. So now I'm stuck here wondering wheither or not he'll be home in time to take me; I know my Mother won't be. I missed last Wednesday so I'm already behind lol. *sighs* Oh well. And now I think I'll go on AIM. Just because I'm bored. *waves*
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